Silly me

your words hurt. you say them so indiscriminately. in my mind, i see a glimmer of purpose behind them but then again that may just be wishful thinking. maybe, i'm still just hoping that you say these abusive words out of some desire to polish me-to help me; for both our sakes, i hope so. you know, its funny- what you said though. you talked as if you were a better person-someone higher. this is all i can say in reply: pride is a folly none but the gods can indulge. i have never presumed to be better than who i am. on the contrary, i know exactly who i am and where i come from. for that reason, i have tried to make myself better. you on the other hand annihilate my spirit viciously for a minor infraction. one i have no idea i have even committed. i will never love you nor trust ever again.